It has been a long time... trying to work things out.... thought I had a handle on all of it--- I was wrong. I wonder what it will take to get past the thoughts, feelings, and devestation that all of this brings.... there is guilt, egos, and hatred mixed with desire and love.
I have come so far... and fallen just as far.
I have found my calling I think... to help the ones that can't help themselves. Yes they may be drug addicts or alcoholics.... but what cost sent them there? Some chose it but more had no choice due to circumstance, illness, and terrible things that would send anyone over the edge.
"there but for the grace of my loving husband go I"
I have to focus on what matters and let go of what does not... I will overcome.