why

I refuse to cry..... I have had flashbacks and triggers all morning.... then the reality of the house not selling for what we need it to sell for... another slap in the face.... We are meeting with the bank today to see what we need to sell the house for -- bottom line and if we can't do it we are going to take it off the market.
I don't know why we bother to make things better.... it always backfires. We try to be good people... maybe that is where we are going wrong..... its the bad jackasses in the world that seem to prosper.