whatever

So I have just been doing alot in the house to make it more appealing to prospective buyers.. I really want out of this town.
but I have been doing alot of thinking during all my time... I am lonely- I really have no one to talk to and that I feel comfortable sharing everything with. I have been burned so many times that I have a huge fear of getting close to anyone. Its really sucky to be this alone surrounded by so many people.