ho-hum

Isn't it fun when you reach out and get ignored? I don't know why I even bother.
I have decided that most people are just using me- to hell with them. (not you noodle or sissy) Then there are those who can't get over the fact that I have recieved what I deserved (MEPS Effers!)
I guess instead of sitting here and bitching about people who really mean nothing to me in the long run I should do something constructive... I have been afraid to work in my PTSD workbook... just because I am afraid of what it will bring up and make me feel... I USED to be strong... thanks life for stealing that from me.
Aside from that I want to make sure that I post a big THANK YOU to my baby girl for giving me something so very precious--- I didn't think I could love anything that much again.... he is perfect ash... Your doing great and are a super mom... I couldn't be prouder of the three of you. Not to mention my cori-ann... I love you so much too honey and I am so proud of how you have made your own way in the world.
You guys are my saving grace....