chubby

Well... I have spent alot of time just sitting around.... the down side of that is I have put on a massive amount of weight. :( Steve doesn't care but I sure as heck do! I am going to spend the next 30 days getting rid of some of it... I don't want to be a fat grandma and Micaiah will be here soon. I am MOTIVATED now.... I can't blame my mental short comings for my weight gain... there are skinny crazy people.
I talked alot with Kashi in San Fransisco and she has been an inspiration and we have come to rely on each other--- close as family. Bless her little model heart! :)
I guess there are a few things I need to remember to be grateful for... good friends, a devoted and loving spouse....which is very cool considering the great length of time we have been together... married 23 years together 25.
But my main goal right now will be to shed this extra baggage I have accumulated... that and keep up with my treatments. We are going to once every 2 weeks instead of every other day or weekly... Dr Singh isn't sure I am ready for that but we will have to see. He has literally saved my life... If I had any faith in God at this point I would thank God for sending him to me.
Anyway.... day one of dieting.... keep your fingers crossed!!!