another day

Well just another day... painted the garage last night- well most of it. Still more to do. We want things to be as perfect as possible for the prospective buyers. I am going to miss this house... but its for the best.
I am on a downer this morning. God let my meds work soon!
I am just so sad and there are reasons for it... but nothing to discuss.
Had nightmares most of the night... got up and steve was up- he didn't sleep all night. I don't know why. It makes me feel guilty for some reason... I guess he is stressed. I am a handful and he handles it so well.
I wish the girls would call or facebook or email more often... I miss contact with them. But they are grown and have their own lives. Part of life I guess.
Thats it for this morning... Totally bummed and depressed... life sucks.