Friday, January 30, 2009

Baby news


Well it looks like Ashleys little man wants out and is sick of being all cramped in her tiny little body.
She had to go to the hospital last night where they shot her full of steroids to try and develop his lungs a little bit and gave her some other meds to try and stop the contractions.... its too early for the anxious little guy to come out.
They did send her home and she is still confined to bed.
On a personal note ---
I am working on clearing my mind and soul. I need to come to terms with the fact that I will always have to pay or be punished for the fact that I have the mental issues that I have and nothing is going to change that and there is no point in fighting against it any more. I will learn to accept my circumstances as they are... I have no choice. I am tired of being hurt and hurting. What does that accomplish????

1 comment:

  1. Good for you mom, I hope and pray that you'll be able to really clear your mind and accept the unfortunate circumstances that you have had to deal with for so long and be able to find happiness again.

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